I’m in a foul mood today. So foul that I swear my own growling woke me up. I’m so sick of all the games people play or how no one can tell you want they really think or feel. Why is it that we lie to each other or say things we don’t mean? I’m so pissed about this today … especially since I was excepting an email from a certain guy that did not come. Why’d you ask me what my schedule was like this week if you didn’t want to do anything anyway… you a**hole! I hate being lead on. Maybe in the past I’ve been guilty of this so karma is just giving me a taste of my own medicine.
There’s this guy. No one special yet, we just had some great chemistry (I thought anyway). I feel like writing ‘him’ and saying … Look do you want to go out again or not because I just want to move on either way. Is that dumb of me? Or should I just let it go? Let it go… yeah right that’s something I’m so good at. I couldn’t let something go if I tried. I’ll hold on to things with a firm death grip.
OH and I’m unhealthily attached to Reality TV. We’re talking a sickness here. I’m into Project Runway, The Biggest Loser, and Battle for Ozzfest. Anything that’s sick and wrong, yeah I’m its number one fan. I even started watching the Surreal Life last night - the new one with mini-me and Peter Brady. I had to turn it off because I was becoming too attached to it. How sick is that??
Thankfully I have plans to meet Kristie right after work to work on the screenplay otherwise I’d be glued to the TV. I’m seriously looking into turning off cable…
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