Have you ever met that person who is determined to put you in your place? Not necessarily a person who is a “one-upper” you know the type - you say you climbed a rock and they say they climbed a mountain. I’m not talking about them, I’m talking about the person who systematically puts you down in subtle ways so that your left shaken and unsure of yourself. I had a boyfriend like that, he wanted me to know that I was a total bitch and I was lucky to have him. Thankful we broke up but sometimes I think the remnants of that still linger in me. But I’m not talking about him here.
I recently met someone who is pretty cool but she has a way of making me feel small. A lot of us went out the other day and I’d say something and she’d be like? “Really Christy, did you really do that?” in this snotty ton that ended up making me stop talking all together, I mean I could not wait to go home. It’s really sad too, because I’m not sure why they felt that they needed to be so mean to me.
It bothered me all weekend. I felt like I was under this cloud and I couldn’t get it to clear. I ran errands, I did homework, I watched a fun movie and yet I didn’t enjoy any of it. It sucks that someone can make you feel so crummy. But I guess I let them make feel crummy because it’s really up to me how I feel.
CW
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